Feeling lucky

Today I am extremely glad
To be able to enjoy the city.
After the grind
I jumped into the pool
Had a swim
Came home
Tuned the tv
Selected a decent program
Fiddled with my iPad
And by my window
Fireworks shot up into the night sky
Right across from central park and
Amidst this mayhem
There is no other place
That can provide this bittersweet craziness
Of a city I made home.
I heard someone say once
That we all came here in search of something
To search for something
Hoping to find something
Or be lost in the reverie
Well I think that might
Be partly true.




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Location:Home

a beautiful dream

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Urge

This sudden urge again to put some truth into these empty spaces.
I am convinced that the world has moved on and that no longer is the world being run by giant machinations. Those days are slowly moving behind us.
It used to be that one sought employment in a firm and would be paid and taken care of well. Now, with the power of unity all but dissappeared, it is only the machine and its selected inner circle of managers who would still be able to reap the rewards of what was originally available to good employees.
I do not know if I love the trade, but I do know that I have been wanting to leave it for some time to build my own clockwork with the ones I love and respect, carving out a little Indie space for myself in this giant Dharmic Wheel
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So I dream of a life where I can leave and go back to my family one week per month to spend time with them

To be able to wake up motivated to achieve everything to the best of my abilities

To be able to spend as much time and working with the people I hold dear to me.

To cease the solitude and loneliness of a job that is too public.

"Do not love anything that does not love you back" said a wise one.

In my trade it is always a personal fight to maintain the best standards possible.

Location:Home

Saturday Blues

I fought for this yet strangely everyday my mind gets dimmer and dimmer.
All sorts of angry ants came out of my mind on Friday and possessed my inner soul. The Gold Lion visited me and showed me where the light was.
Unimaginable abominations came out of my being, things I thought I would have surpressed with my hard work and dedication. Yet they surfaced..
Everything was substituted for the short term gain and I got what I paid for.
Now its time to pick up the pieces and move on..


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Location:UWS

A sudden moment of Lucidity

I have torn several pages of the word and
Had my fill of magic and wonders.
Yet the basic commands are
Still lost though I am
Awakening to the realization that
There is more than one of you around,
So I shall follow who I would call my own.
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Location:Palo alto